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Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 7/19/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading, playing video games, listening to only some certain music, gardening (I seriously don't know why I still do it because everything I plant seems to die), reading, watching Kept on tv with my friend Nick on the phone, talking on the phone until four with Nick and then waking up at eight to go to chuch (actually techinially I don't enjoy the waking up part but it seems to happen alot and it's not my fault. Nick just seems to enjoy that and won't let me get off the phone ( I love you Nick!)) Harry Potter, Monk ( the television show), Six Feet Under (looking over shoulder to make sure that mother doesn't notice that I am typing this...) Photography, being the listener on the other end of the phone while the other person rambles about all their problems, and giving cats a bath (just kidding!)
Expertise: Playing the piano, guessing the end of Monk episodes, Harry Potter trivia, irritating people, French (though technically not an expertise yet, I am still in the learning stage) Photography, and learning songs really really fast.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/10/2005
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| I did this thing that a friend of mine's friend did. You type in your name and the word is into a pair of quotation marks. Like mine would be "Amy is". You type that into google and press enter. Now see what comes up.
1. Amy is an American citizen who 'vanished' while aboard a foreign vessel in
international waters.
2. Amy is on the cover of the October/November issue of Metro Source magazine
3. Amy is sexy and funny
4. Amy is the daughter of Leo and Inez Wong, one of the richest families on Mars.
5. Amy Is Sadly Excoriated
excoriated: left out
6. Amy is a brilliant scholar
7. Amy is dynamic
8. Amy Is In the House!
9. Amy is sitting pretty.
10. Amy is struggling to keep up with her Heartland chores
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| I made my decision. I told my mom.
I know what you are thinking, "What a terrible thing to do! She ruining someone else's life!" but the problem is is that you are so wrong. When I told her she said she had suspected it for a while, and that we should keep an eye open incase he does it again. She also said that if he did do it again he wouldn't be allowed to come into our house. That works for me. | | |
| super serious problem:
I was absent today from school because of super serious period pains when my super serious problem arose. Jenny and Bill were talking and Bill saw me in my bed and told Jenny that I was home (I'd like to see Bill drive blood and guts out of his uterus) then Jenny got this really weird tone and said,"Bill just because we don't have any money doesn't mean we can steal it. Don't you dare do that again, if you do that again i'll divorce you. I forgave you once but I couldn't do it again." BILL STOLE MONEY FROM MY FAMILY.
solutions to super serious problem:
Solution A: tell my mom
Solution B: talk to Jenny about it
Solution C: do nothing
Problems with solutions:
Solution A: mom would fire Jenny. I like Jenny (most of the time) and Jenny and Bill don't have very much money. Jenny might be so mad at Bill they would get a divorce, making the money thing worse. Obviously they would know who told my mom. BUT BILL SHOULDN'T HAVE STOLEN MONEY FROM MY FAMILY.
Solution B: the problem might not fix itself. Jenny would just get mad at Bill (which she already is) and I would feel like I am withholding information from my mom. Jenny would start crying (she always does) and say that she loves us but that doesn't fix the problem that BILL STOLE MONEY FROM MY FAMILY
Solution C: does not solve anything.
Do you see where I am having trouble? I don't even know if they kept the money she "forgave" hime for stealing (like it's her place to forgive him). If they were in such a desperate money situation they should have asked my mom for a raise. She would have given it to them. They had to steal our money secretly and how can you trust someone after they have done that? I can't just let a bunch of thieves loose in my house, they could take something that really matters. To think we have let them in our house for thirteen years for them to just steal something. UGGHH.
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| Do you know something I have been thinking about lately? You care more about your appearance than others care about your appearance. If you were to loose twenty pounds one would hope that everyone would be happy for you, but really they're jealous they didn't loose twenty pouds. When you go to school without makeup, half the time the only person who notices is you. And back to the person that looses weight, they look better in a skirt, but everyone else thinks, "Wow, that skirt is cute." Not "Gosh she is so hot, I absolutely have to talk to her." The only reason we adorn clothing is to hide things from people, obviously our naked body, but also our insecurity. If we had security in our body and looks, happiness would be found in a plain gray skirt, unshaven legs, no makeup, and a head of hair unfixed. Instead we are parading in our Armani work suit, high heels, black hose, freshly waxed legs, and hair that took an hour to prepare. It's such a waste of time and effort. After all, shouldn't we just love everyone for who they are, not the beauty that's bound to fleet? We just make it harder on ourselves. | | |
| Here I am at Austin College visiting Eric. Gosh it's fun here, lol. We are getting to feel a little bit of the hurricane, something I have never done before. It's really neat though, I keep imagining about me being in college and what it might be like. And the rest of my life, I am starting to feel a little lost. All I know for sure right now is that God has a plan for me, and whether I know it now or not, I will figure it out someday. I am going to list the pro's and cons of the two different things I would like to do.
being a French teacher
PRO
speak french
less school
more time to have kids
more time to spend with children once they are born
spend time with highschool students
more time
CON
less money
no doctor
can't save people
spend time with high school students
can't help kids
Being a doctor
PRO
save people
more money
help kids
have doctor
really want to do that
CON
more school
less time with kids
less time to have kids
lots of work
Well anyway, I am having a bit of a problem with all of this growing up thing. I guess I should just wait for god to give me a sign or something. I don't know, it's just so confusing. There are so many things that I would miss out on if I were a doctor and so many things that I would miss out on if I weren't. I just want me and my family to be happy, it's not really money. And every time I think about how wonderful it would be to help a woman in labor I really think that's what I want to do. But getting there is a long road. ITS SO HARD.
Lately I have been feeling extremely blessed by God. He has given me and my family so much that we don't even appreciate. It's amazing, I could be like Carly, but instead I live in my house with my mom and dad and brother and I just feel like God is smiling down on us. Not that I don't think he isn't smiling down on people like Carly, it's just that some people have to be in that situation for others to appreciate there's and how awful it would be to do that. And then when Carly gets out of her situation and is happy, she will appreciate happiness so much more than if she had always been that way. I can't pretend to understand it, but for some reason it just makes so much sense to me, you know? I have had this incredible feeling of love all week. It's just that my mom loves me and my dad loves me and my brothers love me and God loves me. I may not have a boyfriend or be ery popular at school or very athletic, bu tI am blessed beyond any measure than I deserve. I am so rambling on right now about God, but today I am just feeling him with me all the time. Ifeel as if he is hugging me and just loving me so much, even knowing how incredibly flawed I am. He's is just wonderful.
About a week ago I was having breakfast with my friends Rita, Nick, Elise, Jeran, and Hilary (in no paticular order) and Nick said that we had to bless the meal. Now let me run this by you, we were in IHOP with alot of people around, it's kind of unusual to bless the meal in public but we did it anyway. We all grabbed hands and said grace, but that's not the point. I felt so connected to them in that way, I felt like we were in this together, the whole earth thing, and that we would never quaver. I know you are probably groaning that I am going back into the blessed thing again, but I feel so incredibly blessed to have group of friends where we can all grab hands and say grace together and It's not weird. It's just amazing. God is amazing.
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